Hi Everyone,

Well, I had some 'bad' news from Dr. Bick yesterday. Ok, I consider it bad news. I do not have sticky platelet syndorme. The second tests they did came back negative. All of the other tests they have run have also come back negative. I was supposed to see him yesterday, but on my way to his office his nurse called me to tell me that they still needed to run two more tests and they wouldn't be done until tomorrow, so I am seeing him Friday morning. I did ask about the other tests and that is when I found out so far everything is normal. I am so frustrated, just when I think they may have found the reason for my miscarriages, we take another step back. Does everyone feel this frustration or am I just a baby? I know exactly what he is going to say Friday, everything is normal for all of the common tests so we are going to have to run some more. Ugh.

Well, to make matters worse, I think I might possibly be pregnant again (I am seriously hoping not, I am too nervous right now). Is it possible to get pregnant just six weeks after a d & C? The reason I am worrying is I am having very very ilght spotting, at the exact same time I did in december when I found out I was pregnant. I checked my dates and sure enough, during that time it was possible. I guess I will wait to see if my 'friend' comes in the next few days, otherwise I will take the test. I have a hysteroscopy scheduled for the 16 to remove a polup in my uterus, I really wanted to get that done before getting pregnant again.

I am sorry to vent like this, I am just so frustrated and don't understand how women go through this -- it shouldn't be this hard.

Thanks for listening.

Barbi