pregnant again and depressed - 04/09/07 09:53 PM
I finally broke down and took a pregnancy test on Sat. It was +. I am so down in the dumps. I have had 3 concurrent miscarriages. I just feel so hopeless and doomed. My husband and I are in the process of adopting from Vietnam. It will still be at least a year before we will be receiving our child. I am very happy about adopting, we both are excited to know that we will eventually have a child through adoption. Right now I don't want to think about any of it. I am just waiting for the cramping and bleeding to start. I am 5 1/2 weeks , all my miscarriages happened before 8 weeks. The next few weeks are going to be hell. My husband says I am too cynical and negative about being pregnant, but I can't help it. I can not get my hopes up.
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